I can't wait until today is over....
Today has been quite a day...I was supposed to go to Ricks house after my class, but I called him about 10:30 this morning to let him know I was on my way...then he's like "Don't worry about it, you can come down tomorrow." I wasn't pissed, nor was I upset...I didn't want to go anyway. Nor do I want to go tomorrow...I can't really either...so I have to break it to him that I can't make it. My luck he will get pissy again...he's kinda possessive of what isn't his. So basically if I don't have/make time for him, he gets über pissed about it and tweaks out. We had a huge ass fight about it on Tuesday...I don't see what it matters, we are friends, but he obviously thinks we are more.
So after I came down off the mountain, I went to Target to look around. My mom and I are going to start a hope chest for me. I was picking out patterns and things I wanted...I LOVE the Asia/India things they have at Target...so yeah, looks like my entire household theme is going to be eastern. But they have this beautiful pattern for dishes...it's mine <3
I came home from Target about 11:30 and layed around until about 1pm. I had to take Holly to the vets for her shots. I had to wait around for a little bit to make sure she didn't have an allergic reaction.
This evening I went with my mom to get salt for the walkways and shit. She went to put the bag in the car (50 pounds) and her pants ripped. I never laughed soo hard in my life! Everytime she moved they ripped more...so we ended up having to come back home so she cound change them. But that was after we stopped at Sheetz to get dinner. I seen Alex at Sheetz, he's thinking about transferring up to the mount for nursing, which would be awesome so I'd have another person I knew up there. On my way out I seen Kevin R.!! I LOVE KEVIN!!! He's such a sweetheart <3 Ahh I love him soo much...to bad he's gay. *sighs*
I have to go to a viewing and funeral this weekend. Aarons dad passed away today...(I guess I could tell Rick about it...he might still be pissed though). Aarons family is going to have a hard time with this all...they were so tight...except Marc. Marc is such a sweetheart. I'm so glad he finally got clean (heroin, crack, well just about anything fiend) and he found an amazing woman whom he married. I'm so proud of him...it took him a lot to overcome all that. Anyway...I have to go to that...Rick should understand right? I hope so...
This saturday my dad is coming over to have a talk with us all...I'm scared...who knows what it could be about...or who knows...he may not even show up, like usual. *sighs* He leaves tuesday for Texas again...I think this time for good...I don't even know what to say about that. I mean yeah, I really haven't had a father for 2 years...but he was always within walking/driving distance, now he is going to be gone...I'm scared. *shrugs* Can't lose what you never really had...
I guess it has just been another one of those days...I just want to curl up in a corner and die.
Goodbye.
So after I came down off the mountain, I went to Target to look around. My mom and I are going to start a hope chest for me. I was picking out patterns and things I wanted...I LOVE the Asia/India things they have at Target...so yeah, looks like my entire household theme is going to be eastern. But they have this beautiful pattern for dishes...it's mine <3
I came home from Target about 11:30 and layed around until about 1pm. I had to take Holly to the vets for her shots. I had to wait around for a little bit to make sure she didn't have an allergic reaction.
This evening I went with my mom to get salt for the walkways and shit. She went to put the bag in the car (50 pounds) and her pants ripped. I never laughed soo hard in my life! Everytime she moved they ripped more...so we ended up having to come back home so she cound change them. But that was after we stopped at Sheetz to get dinner. I seen Alex at Sheetz, he's thinking about transferring up to the mount for nursing, which would be awesome so I'd have another person I knew up there. On my way out I seen Kevin R.!! I LOVE KEVIN!!! He's such a sweetheart <3 Ahh I love him soo much...to bad he's gay. *sighs*
I have to go to a viewing and funeral this weekend. Aarons dad passed away today...(I guess I could tell Rick about it...he might still be pissed though). Aarons family is going to have a hard time with this all...they were so tight...except Marc. Marc is such a sweetheart. I'm so glad he finally got clean (heroin, crack, well just about anything fiend) and he found an amazing woman whom he married. I'm so proud of him...it took him a lot to overcome all that. Anyway...I have to go to that...Rick should understand right? I hope so...
This saturday my dad is coming over to have a talk with us all...I'm scared...who knows what it could be about...or who knows...he may not even show up, like usual. *sighs* He leaves tuesday for Texas again...I think this time for good...I don't even know what to say about that. I mean yeah, I really haven't had a father for 2 years...but he was always within walking/driving distance, now he is going to be gone...I'm scared. *shrugs* Can't lose what you never really had...
I guess it has just been another one of those days...I just want to curl up in a corner and die.
Goodbye.