after last week...
..I realized I'm kind of bitter about the whole thing.
I'm not too sure how I feel about music anymore. I learned something that I found pretty interesting one day in my Evolution of Jazz class last semester. I learned that Miles Davis one day told the music world that he didn't hear( or feel..I can't recall) the music anymore adn he went into obscurity for some years.
I kind of feel like I know what he was talking about.
I don't know anymore.
People are strange...you think one thing and then you get kicked in your ass and suddenly you realize how the world works. It's pretty disheartening.
I've locked into a little more of a depression since then and I don't know how I'm going to fix myself.
I just want that feeling again.