"to be continued..."
is now continued.
here was the scene ::
me: (walks in through door) uh hi guys.
Them: (continue playing video games..)
robert: hi
I walk to kitchen and start doing some dishes i left unattended and ask why no body called me to tell me anyone was here...i also ask how long these guys were here
they were there for two hrs and no one called because everyone thought everyone else had called...yet that seems silly.
just seemed no one cared whether i was there in my own house or not.
to say the least...i was kind of pissed.
after awhile of this being ignored crap i kicked everyone out because me adn allison had plans to watch a movie alone together that night and these guys just came over completely unannounced, not even bothering to ask.
time passes by and eventually i got a call after work at 12 am and eddy said he wanted to meet for a band discussion or whatever.
i knew what the topic was about and i was fucking tired form my day so i said to do ti anotehr day but he insisted. he said it would take but 5 minutes..of course it took an hr.
and they couldnt even say it outright. i had to say "so basically you guys are kicking me out of the band" to which the reply was "yes"
these guys, my best friends, treated me like crap for weeks and weeks while i was only ever nice to them and taken advantage of.
it really sucks, feeling so alone and betrayed.
and its been forever since i've played with anybody and its eating me up inside.
my desire grows stronger as i become more tired with my current daily routine.
I WANT TO FIND SOME GOOD MUSICIANS TO START A BAND.
A GOOD one.
this is gonna be tuff