life.
alright...FIU is kind of a bore... my english class is asking for a three page paper tomorrow arguing this guy's rhetorical strategies in his paper...it is really hard for me to start..and its only the first draft...
Italian killed me with work too
i start work at the fiu bookstore officially tomorrow
im going to work mon - thurs 4:30- 9 i think
and then saturdays and sundays ima be workign at my starbucks in miracle mile.
i need money...disgustingly.
i've only bought two books for my classes, i have $170(?) in the bank ..106 of which i need to pay the rest of my tuition that wasnt covered by my scholarships... i have less than a 1/4 tank of gas in my car adn i still haev to dive to my dad's tonight...
i'm dying.
lol...
Money sucks....for real though.
luckily i landed the job at this starbucks cuz it gives me 20% off at the bookstore so thats good and then i can get some free food every now and then...i have never been thiss frugal in my life.
it sucks having to pay for everything and im trying to ask my parents for as little as possible...my dad mainly..my mom is being mean about this shit..asking me why i didnt save my money adn shit...fuckin..she owes me $500 i lent her 3 years ago for her computer for work.
and she complains when i ask her for $90.
on top of everything Allison left. It's hard to go from being with someone literaly everyday...even waking up to them a lot of the time and then having them be gone...there's thta empty passenger seat in the car and no one to play some good music for me and know my mood perfectly without having to ask me.
ugh..
i dont know.
i'm so scared. i feel like i'm on my own. idk anything... i get restless, idontknowidontknowidontknow.
-EDIT-
Fuck the hw..i'll make it up later.
i'm tired of today.