May 27, 2003 21:41
These past few weeks hjave been very hard for me, i have been hiding alot from aot of people because i guess im scared of people knowing alot about me.... but honestly. Holding all these feelings in for this long has really taken alot from me. I feel im am growing further and further away from people that i really care about.. i wanna say sorry to all of you because i really dont mean to. This hurt inside just makes it hard to reach out and ask for help. I also wanna say sorry to a certain someone who i may have made mad... u may be avoiding me and maybe u hate me now.. but im sorry.. I never meant to hurt anyone, especially you. You have been so much in my life, and getting to this point would have been so much more difficult without you. I love you more than you may no. THanx to all my bros outt here for being sick and everything... u are the reason i dont bleed sometimes......and the reason i dont cry anymore..