May 18, 2003 15:57
I asked if one thing were to change, where would it leave me.
It would leave me realizing what I need and what I don't. It would leave me to find that I am my own person, that I am a wild child to some degree, that I am not who I used to be in reflection. It would leave me to realize everything has left me to realize a little more (nothing less) and that my values are just a little stronger as a result.
So here I am and I'm going to deal with it. I want to talk to someone because I miss him in a way I can't explain. Because he's the type that's right for me and I'm not quite sure how to deal with that. Maybe I don't miss him. I miss how a person like him makes me a better me.
That one thing changed and it brought me here. So I'll take what it gave me and I'll rid of the frustrations its causing. To anyone associated with it who'll feel the reprecussions of what I'm about to do regarding the situation I've been in for about a week now, my apologies ahead of time. I just can't take it anymore.