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he says: "change life. that's what no one seems to get"
i sit. in my room. its a mess. my heads a mess. i feel like crying. i want to call him. the he who is in portland. the he who will be here in a week.
in a week my life will be different.
i'm going to change things. i'm going to put my head on straight and re-evaluate every aspect of that of which I live. because this just isn't working.
sentence fragments are floating through my head and i'm hesitant to write them down because bigger and better things are in front of me, staring at me.
time is my enemy.
that and sleep.
so here I go. open eyes and open mind i'm going to fix everything. learn to let go and accept what is in front of me.
i'll be back.
i sit. in my room. its a mess. my heads a mess. i feel like crying. i want to call him. the he who is in portland. the he who will be here in a week.
in a week my life will be different.
i'm going to change things. i'm going to put my head on straight and re-evaluate every aspect of that of which I live. because this just isn't working.
sentence fragments are floating through my head and i'm hesitant to write them down because bigger and better things are in front of me, staring at me.
time is my enemy.
that and sleep.
so here I go. open eyes and open mind i'm going to fix everything. learn to let go and accept what is in front of me.
i'll be back.