i don't think that running away would be "glamorous" or "romantic", i know it would be nothing like that. i would not be running away to be with justin, i would be leaving because i didn't want to deal with the shit i have to deal with. yeah, i know, there are people who are worse off, but i'm not made to deal with it. i wouldn't leave not knowing where i was going to go or where i was going to live or how i was going to live. where we would be going, both justin and i know people who would help us, even people here who would help us. we wouldn't just get up leave, we have a plan if ever it came to that. not once did i say i was leaving, i said that it would be nice to get away, but i would only do it if i could continue my education. i swear, if you're going to read my journal and tell me how stupid i am to run away, look closer, i never said i was leaving, i was just ranting. yeah, i have thought about it, who hasn't, but like i said, i wouldn't just get up and leave one day. and not only is justin my boyfriend, and someone i love more than anything, he is my friend.
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