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So I finally got what I wanted. I got hired at Home Depot in Okemos and so I'm moving back in a few weeks.
Problem: I don't know if I want it anymore. I'm so confused right now.
I'm really kind of scared of living on my own. I really want to, but I'm scared. I don't want to leave Tessa and now of coarse I find a guy that I really REALLY like! How fucked is that???
I was cleaning my house a week ago and I found this little piece of paper that said Nate on it and it had a phone number. A 551 number so I KNEW it had to be a Nate from up here, but who?? Later come to find out it's the same Nate that I've thought that was super cute for a while. But why the hell wouldn't I remember him giving me his number? **I'm assuming that he gave it to me during the time of Josh. So I wasn't interested.
Anyways, So I call the number and tell him to come up to subway so I can see who he is. He turns out to be hot Nate. I told him that I felt stupid because I've taught that he was cute. Then later that night he sent me a text message wanting to know if I still thought that he was cute and I said yeah.
The night after that I sent him a text message wanting to know what it is that he thought about me...his answer: Well, I must admit you are definately cute.
:) :) :)
So my response: Okay so then when are you taking me out.
We talked and decided we'd hang out last night.
******Last night:
I get home about Midnight and get ready and drive to Pigeon and hang out with him and David while he attempts to fix his blazer. Afterwards David goes to bed and I drove Nate allllllllllllllllllllllll the way back to his house (because he had been drinking and he didn't have a vehicle). I was going to drop him off and go home, but it didn't turn out that way. We hung out there and then some different David guy showed up and the three of us hung out and had a good time.
After a while David left leaving just me and Nate alone. We played a game of speed and ended up on the couch listening to music and talking.
Yeah, he was on the verge of being pretty damn drunk, but we still talked about everything from sex/relationships to God to politics to favorites. It was really cool.
What was shocking yet pretty damn awesome was he didn't try anything! Yeah he kissed me (and it was soooooooooooooooooooooo friggin' sweet), but kissing was as far as it went.
******************I think that the reason I like his is because obviously we can talk, he's not trying to seduce me, he's attractive, and he's just a really cool person.
BUT IT SUCKS THAT THIS HAPPENS RIGHT BEFORE I FUCKIN' MOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just my fuckin' luck man :(