witchking castle
So I chopped off my mohawk and got a pixie cut and bleached it all uber bleach blonde. Yeah, I'm cool. It just needs to grow out a bit more.
Other than that...Wow. It's November already. In a few weeks I'll be in Key West at Pirates Fest, and then it'll be December and the J's will be home (or Jerms anyway? who knows whats going on with Jon, I haven't heard from him since the hurricane) and then it'll be Christmas and then New Years and then I don't know. It just seems like time goes by too fast, and there's not enough time to appreciate it all. All my days at school feel wasted, like I could be doing something more worthwile, and I don't learn anything. I can't pay attention and all I want to do is sleep. I need a vacation, even though we just had two weeks off. I loathe school. And I wonder if formal public education is right for everybody. Shouldn't I feel like school is rewarding me with knowledge? It shouldn't feel like a waste of time. I've felt kind of alone lately. It seems like as soon as things get good they just go back down again. I don't think I can relate to anything anymore.
Some people cry when they get upset. Well, I don't/can't. I just throw things.
Other than that...Wow. It's November already. In a few weeks I'll be in Key West at Pirates Fest, and then it'll be December and the J's will be home (or Jerms anyway? who knows whats going on with Jon, I haven't heard from him since the hurricane) and then it'll be Christmas and then New Years and then I don't know. It just seems like time goes by too fast, and there's not enough time to appreciate it all. All my days at school feel wasted, like I could be doing something more worthwile, and I don't learn anything. I can't pay attention and all I want to do is sleep. I need a vacation, even though we just had two weeks off. I loathe school. And I wonder if formal public education is right for everybody. Shouldn't I feel like school is rewarding me with knowledge? It shouldn't feel like a waste of time. I've felt kind of alone lately. It seems like as soon as things get good they just go back down again. I don't think I can relate to anything anymore.
Some people cry when they get upset. Well, I don't/can't. I just throw things.