Jul 29, 2004 11:40
Well this is weird.
We both have our periods and she slept over last night.
All I wanted to do was cuddle and she was too tired. so I grabbed her hand and held it and fell asleep.
Well. She just left.
She's walking home.
It's so eerie and quiet.
I'm home alone as per usual and I'm not feeling too good.
I mean.. I really think I'm done with this.
It's too hard.
It's so simple to love and she's making it so difficult.
I can't help it.
She's like a drug.
I can't get enough and then I go through withdrawl.
Let her walk and think.
Will she think of me?
Of course not.
Not in the way I plead her to
Will she touch my heart and intend on keeping her hand there?
Not on purpose.
Will she go on to her 24th and 25th boyfriends of the moment and then come running back to me?
Of course .
Will she use me?
Of course
Am I wrapped around her finger?
Of course
Did I admit that?
Of course
Why?
Because I love her