And as far as I can see, this next breath is all I have.

[xvikx]

And sometimes I think there has to be something more I feel it fester inside. But it looks like I'm destined to just fall back in line. Every one of my actions seems so damn clichéd. Has my path been predisposed? Am I just another pawn in this game? Every minute's one step closer to my last breath but still I adjourn my aspirations to another day. When I look in the mirror, I see my father's sunken eyes; so lost and destitute just before he dies. I cannot succumb to a world of playing it safe with halls of regret my vices cannot placate. I don't want to have to look back and say I wish I had more. Apathy never gained me a gooddamn thing. I crave more. Every minute's one step closer to my last breath. I crave more. Still I adjourn my aspirations to another day. I crave more. I want to be rewritten because I don't want to have to look back and say "Make me young, make me young..."

- Kilgore Trout