Jul 23, 2002 02:36
work tonight was fine. i went out and drank a little. i'm feeling ok right now.... im a wreck. theres noone online to talk to. im so alone
i broke down, i called drew. i havent talked to him since fucking 4th of july. im so sad. im so miserable. i called, he wasnt home. he didnt call me back. tomorrow it'll be 20 days since i've talked to him. i wish he cared... he doesnt care at all.. it fucking kills me.
tomorrow i have class, then work........ sigh.
i ate well today. i hope all this works. cuz it's really hard.
i wish i could meet somebody.
i wish someone loved me back....
i can't wait to go to purchase, hopefully i'll find happiness there...
if anyone can help me out, please do.