At this moment there's a calm I can't explain

[xvicksterx]

I like it when it rains
I don't like it when its humid
I like it when I'm running
I don't like it when people do mean things
I like it when I'm able to be myself around guys, and so far there's only 1 guy that I've been able to do that with
I don't like it when people tell me that somethings too hard for me
I like it when my family all eats together
I don't like it when reality sets in
I like it when I'm in that stage between dreaming and real life
I don't like it when people lose their temper
I like it when I'm crying and I yawn, it's the most indescribable feeling and I like it
I don't like it when I can't tell people how I really feel
I like it when I can laugh from dusk til dawn
I don't like my life to be hecktic
I like it in the countryside sometimes
I don't like it when boys make you cry
I like it when you realize that you're truly blessed for everything you have
I don't like it when people change
I like it when you have a moment that you know will be with you forever
I don't like it when I'm in a bad mood
I like it when I know that I made a difference
I don't like it when I fail
I like it when my dog falls asleep in my arms
I don't like it when they show abortion protests on tv, who cares
I like it when I can be comfortable around guys in sweat pants and a raggie t-shirt
I don't like putting make-up and pretty clothes on to feel comfortable around someone
I like it when I do my nails
I don't like to say good bye to my friends
I like it when I take a trip back into memory lane
I don't like how there is so much hate in the world
I like it when I can sing in the car and nobody makes fun of me
I don't like it when I realize what I missed out on with you
I like John Mayer; he's so real, his voice is heavenly and his lyrics come from the heart
I don't like awkward silences
I like it when people give me gifts that aren't expensive but mean so much more
I don't like it when I find out bad things about my friends
I like it when I cry because I'm happy
I don't like it when I don't improve
I like how my family is so disfunctional
I don't like it when people judge me because of my gay brother
I like how my mom is my best friend
I don't like it how I'm not as close to my dad as I'd like
I like it when my grandma tells me stories from the olden days
I don't like it when I visit my grandpa, it makes me sad
I like big band music