dammit
alright well i have really no one i would talk with this about but tiff and she doesnt want to talk to me.
well this guy she knows randy is bieng a fucking dick and messaging her crude messages and i told her i would let her deal with it until today when he gets on her aim and says shes mad, (pretending to be rachel) at me so i call her and im talking with her and rachel is in her pool and its not rachel so its him and then he startes talking shit to me and saying shit about how much he wants her and what hes gonna do to her, im pissed and i handle myself like i normally would but it slowly starts to eat at me and im pissed but i dont act like it and i cant even think right, well tiff is like baby i love you and he wont come between us and im like i dont want to let him i dont like this guy and shes like why didnt you say i love you, i was like fuck inside. i always say i love you, well she hung up on me and is pissed at me now because of this, this fucking idiot is working his way into any fucking way to breaking us apart, AND I WONT FUCKING LET THAT HAPPEN
theres no fucking way, not one fucking milimeter of power i have in my body would let that happen, i love her to much to let this break us apart, idk what to say cuz now tiff doesnt think i trust her or somthing, like what the hell? i trust her more then anything else in the world, i gave her the key to my heart which means she has the ultimate trust from me, more then my parents! she said she would handle it and i said ok, and then i asked if i could talk to him about it and she said yes, i trust her. i know she would never do anything with another guy, i know but why isnt my voice always makes me sound different when im just normal? idk if she trust me to begin with, always having dreams of me with other girls or worring about me doing stuff with other girls i would never do that! im not like that i love her way to much, and this fucking guys is getting in my way, but i know my love for her and her love for me will work through this easily if our love is as great as we say,so to randy, dude.. i dont know you, i just dont agree with what your doing, i would like to judge you as a person, but i cant i dont know you, you judge me already, you dont know me, just please leave us alone, i dont want any problems.
to tiff, baby i love you more then anything in the world your the best thing that has happend to me from day 1 and your to perfect for words, you have no idea how much i love you and want to be with you forever, lets just get this guy to stop and put it behind us because i was stupid, i wasnt thinking straight and i should have said i love you but i was worring about what lengths this guy would do to get what he wants from you, i dont want anything to happen to you i love you too much, baby im sorry, i feel so bad and now im so worried that you hate me, or somthing , and the fact that im sitting here without talking to you about any of this is killing me, idk what im gonna do here in a sec because you have no idea how bad i feel, you hung up on me, i feel like shit, now my head hurts, im shaking and i feel bad inside my stomach and now i feel sick, fuck im gonna cry or somthing, i need some1 to talk to this is all just building up, idk what im gonna do........................................................... fuck i love her so much and i wouldnt be here if i lost her...
well this guy she knows randy is bieng a fucking dick and messaging her crude messages and i told her i would let her deal with it until today when he gets on her aim and says shes mad, (pretending to be rachel) at me so i call her and im talking with her and rachel is in her pool and its not rachel so its him and then he startes talking shit to me and saying shit about how much he wants her and what hes gonna do to her, im pissed and i handle myself like i normally would but it slowly starts to eat at me and im pissed but i dont act like it and i cant even think right, well tiff is like baby i love you and he wont come between us and im like i dont want to let him i dont like this guy and shes like why didnt you say i love you, i was like fuck inside. i always say i love you, well she hung up on me and is pissed at me now because of this, this fucking idiot is working his way into any fucking way to breaking us apart, AND I WONT FUCKING LET THAT HAPPEN
theres no fucking way, not one fucking milimeter of power i have in my body would let that happen, i love her to much to let this break us apart, idk what to say cuz now tiff doesnt think i trust her or somthing, like what the hell? i trust her more then anything else in the world, i gave her the key to my heart which means she has the ultimate trust from me, more then my parents! she said she would handle it and i said ok, and then i asked if i could talk to him about it and she said yes, i trust her. i know she would never do anything with another guy, i know but why isnt my voice always makes me sound different when im just normal? idk if she trust me to begin with, always having dreams of me with other girls or worring about me doing stuff with other girls i would never do that! im not like that i love her way to much, and this fucking guys is getting in my way, but i know my love for her and her love for me will work through this easily if our love is as great as we say,so to randy, dude.. i dont know you, i just dont agree with what your doing, i would like to judge you as a person, but i cant i dont know you, you judge me already, you dont know me, just please leave us alone, i dont want any problems.
to tiff, baby i love you more then anything in the world your the best thing that has happend to me from day 1 and your to perfect for words, you have no idea how much i love you and want to be with you forever, lets just get this guy to stop and put it behind us because i was stupid, i wasnt thinking straight and i should have said i love you but i was worring about what lengths this guy would do to get what he wants from you, i dont want anything to happen to you i love you too much, baby im sorry, i feel so bad and now im so worried that you hate me, or somthing , and the fact that im sitting here without talking to you about any of this is killing me, idk what im gonna do here in a sec because you have no idea how bad i feel, you hung up on me, i feel like shit, now my head hurts, im shaking and i feel bad inside my stomach and now i feel sick, fuck im gonna cry or somthing, i need some1 to talk to this is all just building up, idk what im gonna do........................................................... fuck i love her so much and i wouldnt be here if i lost her...