Confusedddd...
I love him to death. Seriously, I love him.
It's just, I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so sick of fighting, and worry about what's going to make him angry, and thinking that I can't hang out with anyone other than him without that happening.
It's just so frustrating.
I know what people would say to this, because they don't know him; but I don't believe any of it, and I don't want to do any of it.
I just want some ME time every now and then, and friend time with that.
So what if I see my friends more than him, right? They'll be there long after he's gone, right? I also want some time where I don't get a phone call from him ever 5 minutes.
I don't know what to do, I just need stuff to change.
It's just, I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so sick of fighting, and worry about what's going to make him angry, and thinking that I can't hang out with anyone other than him without that happening.
It's just so frustrating.
I know what people would say to this, because they don't know him; but I don't believe any of it, and I don't want to do any of it.
I just want some ME time every now and then, and friend time with that.
So what if I see my friends more than him, right? They'll be there long after he's gone, right? I also want some time where I don't get a phone call from him ever 5 minutes.
I don't know what to do, I just need stuff to change.