Mar 05, 2007 02:48
hey,
Well, time has gone by and it's been wonderful. A lot has changed in the last month or so any I'm happier now than I've been in a long time. Generally when I write in here I'm usually pissed or upset or something like that, but right now I feel as though my entire life has come into place, and that place is completely amazing!
Just to be warned, this could be a very mushy entry.
Let's start with just major changes in general. I completely changed my major around from secondary ed to social work. I still think I'd like to work with kids, maybe troubled or child services, but I'm still not even real sure about that. I figure I'll get the degree, which is the most important thing, and then from there I'll decide. I have an amazing job right now, and by the time I graduate college I'll be making quite a bit more than most coming right out...that and I won't have any crazy loans to pay off thanks to my family. Also, I suppose this leads me into the other new aspect of my life.
Justin Justin Justin!
Wow, you know that song by Sugarland..whole world could change in a minute? Everything's changed because of him. My life has like this new found burst of sunshine that I've never expierienced before, not with anyone I've ever dated or talked with or whatever, he's seriously the most perfect guy I've ever met! I honestly believe he's my perfect match, I've never fallen this fast or hard over any other guy, and I've dated all the types. Jocks, nerds, gamers, greasers, country boys, preps, it's like he's this insanely perfect balance of every redeeming quality in those types. He's a sweetheart and a hardass, as weird at that sounds. I'm going to marry him one day.
Yup, you heard me. Stop rolling your eyes, George. I think he's the one, I honestly do. When I'd date before, I could say hmm, maybe this could be the one, but with Justin it's like an innate sense...I just know, no questions asked. I think this is what country songs are written after. I never thought this would ever happen to me, not ever did I think I'd feel this complete. I've never fallen this hard...and I do not plan on getting up.
Yeah, this is what dreams are made of.