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being in love never felt so good, always having the luxury of having that special someone there when youre feeling low, I dont know what I was think for so long running away from my feelings, but now honestly more that ever Im so happy with my personal life, she is the best thing thats ever happened to me and I look back on the past and laugh now cause its taken us 5 years to get to where we are now. But like always you cant have your cake and eat it too, what I have in my love life I lack in my business life, financially im such a mess right now, money is the root of all evil, I have barely enough to make it right now if it werent for my parents Id be dead or really homeless, thanks folks. The job market for a young chap like myself school in a band is not seeming to sit well with employers but I gave a big "fuck you" to many, im working as hard as I can (in a real slow pace of course) lazily im trying, motivation is key (effort) but we'll see things always turn out for the better, if youve gotten this far in this post youre a champ...check out my latest effort to be on mtv www.myspace.com/floodtide