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I dont understand what I ever did to deserve such a shitty outcome of recent events, in fact all events. ever since I was little I got my hopes up, and was let down soon after. I should have learned. I've given up and given up... nothing. benefits dont come my way ever. I'm content with being pissed off at the world and alone. by myself always in bed or working on some new project that will never go anywhere because so many people have ego's the size of africa. disgusted yet amused. I find peace in my discontent.