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Another argument for another day. Thanks for the six a.m. wake-up call and slap in the face. I know I forgot, and I apologized last night. He had no reason to call me and ruin my whole day with a few harsh words. I was so close to ending it, just to make moving away that much easier. I thought about it for a split-second while he was on a tirade and I decided to keep my mouth shut. Because an hour long argument can ruin a day, but can it really ruin a whole relationship? I don't think so. Maybe he was right, we were great friends and that doesn't always mean great lovers. But look what has happened. I'm the one who doesn't think we're great at this love thing, but he does. Roles reversed, we're both hypocrites. I need a break from him. He needs a break from me, and he doesn't know it.
My job is the most boring job on the face of the earth. If I have to answer one more phone, I'm going to scream. Makes me reevaluate what my exact 'dreams' are. Maybe this was just an enticing nightmare, exciting to think about, but fucking terrible to wake up to.
Guy and I have a date later to fix more things, I'll let you know how it goes.
My job is the most boring job on the face of the earth. If I have to answer one more phone, I'm going to scream. Makes me reevaluate what my exact 'dreams' are. Maybe this was just an enticing nightmare, exciting to think about, but fucking terrible to wake up to.
Guy and I have a date later to fix more things, I'll let you know how it goes.