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fuck i hope i don't work today, but then again if i end up doing nothing at least if i work then i'll make money
i need to get a second job unfortunatly even though the job i have i'm trying to avoid and is about as cool as a job can be, but i get paid shit and i need money for next year.... plus i just found out its gonna take me a while to start my aprentice ship, the good thing is that i'm gonna get the hook up so it'll greasse the wheels and at least i won't wait as long as some people, but still i have no idea how i'm gona pay for next year... i better find some dirt cheap place.
the firehouse is gonna take way longer then i want i think, no one has done like anything for it or even really go together and talked about it in like forever.... blah
got a show coming up and again circumstances prevent practicing
blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
everything is really annoying right now, i just want to sleep for like 10 years and then wake up and start dealing with things.
she told me that she made up her mind and she didn't want to date anyone else but me..... i have no idea what that means, i don't think it could ever be the same, now that i have what i'vve been wanting for like months i'm not so sure its what i want......
i don't know
what i really want is something to make me forget everthing
i need to get a second job unfortunatly even though the job i have i'm trying to avoid and is about as cool as a job can be, but i get paid shit and i need money for next year.... plus i just found out its gonna take me a while to start my aprentice ship, the good thing is that i'm gonna get the hook up so it'll greasse the wheels and at least i won't wait as long as some people, but still i have no idea how i'm gona pay for next year... i better find some dirt cheap place.
the firehouse is gonna take way longer then i want i think, no one has done like anything for it or even really go together and talked about it in like forever.... blah
got a show coming up and again circumstances prevent practicing
blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
everything is really annoying right now, i just want to sleep for like 10 years and then wake up and start dealing with things.
she told me that she made up her mind and she didn't want to date anyone else but me..... i have no idea what that means, i don't think it could ever be the same, now that i have what i'vve been wanting for like months i'm not so sure its what i want......
i don't know
what i really want is something to make me forget everthing