so these entries are like within 20 minutes of each other but who cares.
i just can't figure out why girls are so over protective of their boyfriends, and vice versa.. cause i'm totally not. like i just can't see how you can be so obsessed with one person. apparently i'm "every man's dream" cause i just like to mess around with a guy and then leave.. like it's not a big deal to me.. like that may sound slutty, but ask anyone, cuase i'm not at all. but i don't like having a boyfriend, i don't like having someone to answer to. but i've also never been in love, and i've never had a serious relationship reach 2 months- so i guess that means i've never had a serious relationship. but i just don't see penis as a major priority in my life. but i guess that's also becuase it's so attainable. i mean that sounds bad, but it's true. and you guys know it is. i mean i literally get offered sex everyday, but i'm still a virgin. so it's weird..
on a completly different subject, i love bible study
and on another completly different subject, my father called me today. for the first time in about a month, and the last time i talked to him he thought i was my sister and hten pretty much hung up on me. i missed the call, but he left a message and it made me cry. no matter how much i hate him for neglecting his children and being an asshole, i will defend him to the death and i have no idea why. i guess i have to love him, i mean i am a daddy's girl, but that's kinda wierd since he was never there. some people say the only man a girl can trust is her daddy, but that's totally not true, i mean i can trust him to be there for me hwen i'm down but he wouldn't do anything to help the situation, i can't trsut my mom eiter or my step parents... they're all unreliable and lazy. shucks.
i've had a great day :) i miss my friends.
on a completly different subject, i love bible study
and on another completly different subject, my father called me today. for the first time in about a month, and the last time i talked to him he thought i was my sister and hten pretty much hung up on me. i missed the call, but he left a message and it made me cry. no matter how much i hate him for neglecting his children and being an asshole, i will defend him to the death and i have no idea why. i guess i have to love him, i mean i am a daddy's girl, but that's kinda wierd since he was never there. some people say the only man a girl can trust is her daddy, but that's totally not true, i mean i can trust him to be there for me hwen i'm down but he wouldn't do anything to help the situation, i can't trsut my mom eiter or my step parents... they're all unreliable and lazy. shucks.
i've had a great day :) i miss my friends.