i'm glad i didn't die, before i met you.
I've been really confused lately.
It's kind-of, killing me? inside.
I feel like I can't even talk to myself in my own journal,
without having other people read my thoughts.
..Yeah, I know I can put this on "private entry".
But the thing is, I kind-of want people to know..
GJkljlfsklg Why am/is I/everything so complicated?
I almost hate myself right now.
I don't know why I'm complaining in this stupid thing.
.... I just need to let my feelings out.
But I don't really want to tell anyone.
Because, to be honest.. I don't know which people,
are the "right people" to tell.
....
I think I'm going to get a drink,
and then I'm just going to go to bed.
Bye.
It's kind-of, killing me? inside.
I feel like I can't even talk to myself in my own journal,
without having other people read my thoughts.
..Yeah, I know I can put this on "private entry".
But the thing is, I kind-of want people to know..
GJkljlfsklg Why am/is I/everything so complicated?
I almost hate myself right now.
I don't know why I'm complaining in this stupid thing.
.... I just need to let my feelings out.
But I don't really want to tell anyone.
Because, to be honest.. I don't know which people,
are the "right people" to tell.
....
I think I'm going to get a drink,
and then I'm just going to go to bed.
Bye.