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You know,i could sit here and say i'm doingb ad lately,but i won't.
i could LIE and say im doing oh so swell but i won't.
This will be an explaination update.
i have fake friends. the firends that i used to hang out with all the time are no longer there for me,which leads to me being alone in my self pity. No,they didn't ditch me last night. no,they arent treating me like shit..because i actually need FRIENDS in order to have friends treat me like shit. The only person i've actually respected back in the day that i STILL respect is Rachel Fader. because unlike everyone else,me and her have ALWAYS been close.
Showbread last night was amazing. Josh Dies remembered me,and he gave me a free cd..the new one i've already bought haha but i didnt say anything because it's Josh Dies..the ONLY boy i still get giddy about haha.
relationships...hmmm.. Thats a whole other subject. i don't need anyone to make me feel like a man. I used to beleive that i needed someone there for me..but in reality,i drive them all away. call it victimizing myself,call it whatever you want,i will still smile when i'm not doing good.
I've dated quite a few girls and i've kissed wayyy too many people. but for once in my life..i hope the next boy that she kisses has something terribly contagious on his lips. end.
i could LIE and say im doing oh so swell but i won't.
This will be an explaination update.
i have fake friends. the firends that i used to hang out with all the time are no longer there for me,which leads to me being alone in my self pity. No,they didn't ditch me last night. no,they arent treating me like shit..because i actually need FRIENDS in order to have friends treat me like shit. The only person i've actually respected back in the day that i STILL respect is Rachel Fader. because unlike everyone else,me and her have ALWAYS been close.
Showbread last night was amazing. Josh Dies remembered me,and he gave me a free cd..the new one i've already bought haha but i didnt say anything because it's Josh Dies..the ONLY boy i still get giddy about haha.
relationships...hmmm.. Thats a whole other subject. i don't need anyone to make me feel like a man. I used to beleive that i needed someone there for me..but in reality,i drive them all away. call it victimizing myself,call it whatever you want,i will still smile when i'm not doing good.
I've dated quite a few girls and i've kissed wayyy too many people. but for once in my life..i hope the next boy that she kisses has something terribly contagious on his lips. end.