Dream-maker
So..first day of school over.
And it's just going to get worse and worse, harder and harder.
My classes aren't too bad. Don't really have friends in Anatomy, so I sat with Leslie? I don't know, I doubt she'll wanna be my partner in that class. She'll for sure end up doing all of the work haha. She's too smart for me. Oh and I don't really have any good friends in History, but that class should be okay. Mr. Martin seems fucking awesome.
The only class that I was glad to go to was choir. Ha, those freshman girls..psh. Mm, I'm a junior now. Last year I didn't really say much in that choir, just let people be gay and didn't worry about it. But this year, if shit starts happening I'm gonna be pissed. Because those girls have no right to talk shit about any older girls in 5th Ave. I'll stick up for girls even if I don't like them, just so the new girls know what's up :]. Haha...and we're doing Love Is A Battlefield by Pat Benatar so that's fucking awesome.
Hmm our songs are...Any Man of Mine (Shania Twain)
I Won't Say I'm in Love (Hercules lol)
Love is a Battlefield (Pat Benatar)
Hazy Shade of Winter (The Bengals)
and Heartbreak Hotel (Elvis haha).
So our show is pretty much awesome. I don't really like Hazy Shade of Winter, but whatever. We'll make it good :].
Mmm, well I saw Andy after school which was good.
As much as I hate to admit it, I definitely rely on him. It's bad, I know. But we're just so fucking CLOSE. He loves me unconditionally. Not having him at school just makes me so upset. We've been through so much shit, and now he has to go to college. He's just going to UNM, but still. He won't have a car and I can't drive to UNM very often. I mean, my parents think he's only a senior. They won't understand me wanting to hang out with him after school if I've seen him all day IN school.
But anyway. Not seeing him everyday is going to take it's toll. We love each other so much, but I'm afraid we're going to break up. I can't can't can't lose him. We say "It probably won't be as bad as we think it will.." but I think it's going to be worse. Just because of my fucking parents.
I guess I just have to stay on top of things and get really good grades.
This week coming up is his last week at home.
Shitshitshitshit.
Suggestions?
And it's just going to get worse and worse, harder and harder.
My classes aren't too bad. Don't really have friends in Anatomy, so I sat with Leslie? I don't know, I doubt she'll wanna be my partner in that class. She'll for sure end up doing all of the work haha. She's too smart for me. Oh and I don't really have any good friends in History, but that class should be okay. Mr. Martin seems fucking awesome.
The only class that I was glad to go to was choir. Ha, those freshman girls..psh. Mm, I'm a junior now. Last year I didn't really say much in that choir, just let people be gay and didn't worry about it. But this year, if shit starts happening I'm gonna be pissed. Because those girls have no right to talk shit about any older girls in 5th Ave. I'll stick up for girls even if I don't like them, just so the new girls know what's up :]. Haha...and we're doing Love Is A Battlefield by Pat Benatar so that's fucking awesome.
Hmm our songs are...Any Man of Mine (Shania Twain)
I Won't Say I'm in Love (Hercules lol)
Love is a Battlefield (Pat Benatar)
Hazy Shade of Winter (The Bengals)
and Heartbreak Hotel (Elvis haha).
So our show is pretty much awesome. I don't really like Hazy Shade of Winter, but whatever. We'll make it good :].
Mmm, well I saw Andy after school which was good.
As much as I hate to admit it, I definitely rely on him. It's bad, I know. But we're just so fucking CLOSE. He loves me unconditionally. Not having him at school just makes me so upset. We've been through so much shit, and now he has to go to college. He's just going to UNM, but still. He won't have a car and I can't drive to UNM very often. I mean, my parents think he's only a senior. They won't understand me wanting to hang out with him after school if I've seen him all day IN school.
But anyway. Not seeing him everyday is going to take it's toll. We love each other so much, but I'm afraid we're going to break up. I can't can't can't lose him. We say "It probably won't be as bad as we think it will.." but I think it's going to be worse. Just because of my fucking parents.
I guess I just have to stay on top of things and get really good grades.
This week coming up is his last week at home.
Shitshitshitshit.
Suggestions?