Too bad the things that make you mad are my favorite things...
It's been a while since my last update so I may as well just get this over with so I can get back to being bored.
I'm not really sure what I should say. I'm not even so sure about what I should do. This silence is killing me. This boredom is making the noose seem all the tighter. Kick out he barrel and let me hang. It almost seems better than sitting here going insane. Just make sure you use some quality rope, I don't want to be cheated.
Make it stop, these visions flowing through my head. Every moment reminds me that I'm still alive, and I'm still a failure. Don't tell me otherwise, I don't think I'll listen. Spare me your pity and sympathy. Just help me find some peace and sanity. I'm not sure how much longer I can stand to hold on to these dreams.
Why not just give up and go back to playing the ignorant fool? I've come too far, and I've seen too much. I feel as if I'm nearing the end of this path. I've reached the point of no return and there's no going back. Put me on the cross and do your worst. I've suffered long enough, there's not much that will still hurt.
I guess that's where I end that, since I ran out of ideas.
Whatelse shall I throw in here while I'm at it...
Not much that I can think of, just a bunch of disappointments and other let downs, but that's a conversation for another day (maybe). Random bullshit will do for now...
I'm not really sure what I should say. I'm not even so sure about what I should do. This silence is killing me. This boredom is making the noose seem all the tighter. Kick out he barrel and let me hang. It almost seems better than sitting here going insane. Just make sure you use some quality rope, I don't want to be cheated.
Make it stop, these visions flowing through my head. Every moment reminds me that I'm still alive, and I'm still a failure. Don't tell me otherwise, I don't think I'll listen. Spare me your pity and sympathy. Just help me find some peace and sanity. I'm not sure how much longer I can stand to hold on to these dreams.
Why not just give up and go back to playing the ignorant fool? I've come too far, and I've seen too much. I feel as if I'm nearing the end of this path. I've reached the point of no return and there's no going back. Put me on the cross and do your worst. I've suffered long enough, there's not much that will still hurt.
I guess that's where I end that, since I ran out of ideas.
Whatelse shall I throw in here while I'm at it...
Not much that I can think of, just a bunch of disappointments and other let downs, but that's a conversation for another day (maybe). Random bullshit will do for now...