Hey
Sorry about not updating in a long time. Lifes been kinda shitty so nothing to really write about.
went to Cedar Point with youth group and that was fun. Mark was my riding buddy and we hung out with Beth and Becky. We finally met up with Evan and the Glovaks plus Kwoz. I think that was one of the best days of summer for me.
Went on a crusie with my family plus Jim and Janie and that was pretty fun. Got to go to France, Italy, Spain and a few Islands around there. It sucked though b/c I was on a plane for my brithday and like no one but emily and my Gumma remembered that it was my brithday.
Tomarrow all of my family is comming over for my birthday, but I have to say that this has prolly been the worst birthday like ever. I dont know.
Everything in my life right now seems so messed up and/or shitty that theres no point to sit here and talk about it. My family is so freaking dysfunctional and like I cant really talk about it with anyone. I haven't told anyone everything but I need to or I dont know what I'm going to do, but that leads me to think about who I'm going to tell. I don't know I hate this. I dont know I feel like I'm not the person everypone wants to me to be or the person that everyone thinks I am. Like I've said before a constant imperfection. I dont think I can be what some people want me to be and like I cant wait to leave high school and go to college and be away from Northville and everything that I know and everyone that knows me. Kinda like start off all new and the only thing that would remind me of how things were would be the people that io visited or that vist me or when i come home which prolly wont happen so much. I dont want to deal with my family anymore and what goes on but I dont want to find out whats going to happen to my family after I'm done with high school. That makes me really depressed and I guess today was just an overall depressing day and I hate it and I hate being depressed but I dont think that thers anything or anyone that can make me not depressed so lifes just overall shitty right now.
Love Kim
went to Cedar Point with youth group and that was fun. Mark was my riding buddy and we hung out with Beth and Becky. We finally met up with Evan and the Glovaks plus Kwoz. I think that was one of the best days of summer for me.
Went on a crusie with my family plus Jim and Janie and that was pretty fun. Got to go to France, Italy, Spain and a few Islands around there. It sucked though b/c I was on a plane for my brithday and like no one but emily and my Gumma remembered that it was my brithday.
Tomarrow all of my family is comming over for my birthday, but I have to say that this has prolly been the worst birthday like ever. I dont know.
Everything in my life right now seems so messed up and/or shitty that theres no point to sit here and talk about it. My family is so freaking dysfunctional and like I cant really talk about it with anyone. I haven't told anyone everything but I need to or I dont know what I'm going to do, but that leads me to think about who I'm going to tell. I don't know I hate this. I dont know I feel like I'm not the person everypone wants to me to be or the person that everyone thinks I am. Like I've said before a constant imperfection. I dont think I can be what some people want me to be and like I cant wait to leave high school and go to college and be away from Northville and everything that I know and everyone that knows me. Kinda like start off all new and the only thing that would remind me of how things were would be the people that io visited or that vist me or when i come home which prolly wont happen so much. I dont want to deal with my family anymore and what goes on but I dont want to find out whats going to happen to my family after I'm done with high school. That makes me really depressed and I guess today was just an overall depressing day and I hate it and I hate being depressed but I dont think that thers anything or anyone that can make me not depressed so lifes just overall shitty right now.
Love Kim