...come sail away with me...
im so mixed feelingy. like im pissed at my parents cus they wont pay for me to go to nc or new york. im sad cus i might not get to see kareena. im worried sarah is a completly different person and like completly forgot about me and kar. im mad at myself for not hanging out with alannah, although she did all that to sarah i still wanted to see her cus i havent in a while. im wondering how andrea is doing cus kar told me she hangs out with nikkol and sammy a lot. i feel bad for kareena cus she does nothing and is too shy to ask her friends to hang out. oh god i hate this. i really wanna see everyone over the summer. i think i will cus i might go to nc and drive up to new york with kareena. i think i might go back to florida with my brother or drive back to nc with kar and fly to fl. oh god there r too many states in those sentences. i wanna go to ny! or nc! ahh. oh and the other day i started my period and my teacher wouldnt let me go to the bathroom. i like got it all over my friggin pants. through it too. so i had to go to gym the next period so i just changed then.