frozen images of ourselves.

Nov 01, 2004 16:25

The grey ceiling on the earth
Well it's lasted for a while
Take my thoughts for what they're worth
I've been acting like a child
In your opinion, and what is that?
It's just a different point of view

What else, What else can I do?
I said I'm sorry, and I'm sorry.
I said I'm sorry , but what for?
If I hurt you then I hate myself
Don't want to hate myself, don't want to hurt you
Why do you choose your pain?
If you only know how much I love you, love you

I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
We can be forgiven
I will be here

The old picture on the shelf
Well it's been there for a while
A frozen image of ourselves
We are acting like a child
Innocent and in a trance
A dance that lasted for a while

You read my eyes just like your diary,
oh remember, please remember
Well, I'm not a beggar, but what's more
If I hurt you, then I hate myself, don't wanna hurt you
Why do you choose that pain?
If you only knew how much I love you

I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
We can be forgiven
I will be here

Anyways on another note today i felt something i've never felt before. I was eating lunch and blah blah, when Sean walks in, my heart feels like it has dropped, it's beating fast, i get sick at my stomach, and i feel so light headed. What does this mean?! I froze i couldn't say a word to him. I really do like him a lot, and when i lay in my bed i smile because Sean once cuddled with me in this bed. I think my feelings for him are really strong. More strong than they were for Jared, this other guy, and Chad. Man oh Man, i think i'm going to call him tonight. muah! Dan is leaving tomorrow for Iraq..i'm going to miss him so much, and i'm so scared for him. I wish you the best of luck and may God be with you. I love you Dan Underwood!
I'm so tired..i didn't get much sleep last night, and when i did get to sleep, i woke up crying. This is bullshit. I should be happy but i'm not.
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