Jul 05, 2005 18:10
wow im so over the whole casey & austin thing like serouisly wtf was i thinking were talknig about Austin here haha casey is a diffrent storey w.e im over casey im glad he has a good girl friend cause i was a bad one i admit it.well anyways my forth of july was pretty chill i got to hang out with mellsia i havent seen her in forever me & her need to hang out more i love that girl.ive been sad lately and ive been crying and i dont kno why it is tottaly weird idk my brother is soo fucking mean to me that might be it idk i serousily have never hated someone with such a great passion as much as i hate him like everyone is like " you dont hate him your just mad " and im like noo i really hate him godd! lol .Im so excited im getting off grounding this weekend and i get to see lauren (she has been my best friend sense 6th grade) she's comeing out from arizona she moved there last summer.i think about it i have grown soo much over this year im just like wow. im not like nervous to go back to school u kno im kinda excited u kno how your all happy that your at school for the first too weeks and after that it's all down hill from there yah it allways happens.i have a boy friend now he lives reeeeaaaly far away but idc cause i like him alot and i hope everything works out.my whole summer has pretty much sucked major dick hopefully the rest of my summer wont be as bad.