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i leave for london in about a week. i know it is exactly what i need. i feel more liberated than ever, and leaving this place will be the test, i suppose. my mind just wanders all the time, i have given up dwelling on the past, and what makes the decision so final in my mind is knowing i have done nothing wrong. now, the strength i feel is almost over-powering.... i'm not complaining. i have never felt this way about myself, and baby it's perfect.
my mind never sleeps, new chapters unfold by my every thought, i can't help it. i hear of his flawlessness everyday. we are both unobtainable, but maybe that realization makes the idea of us that more desirable. i should do myself a favor and stop allowing you to fall into my thoughts, but you do, you are so foreign to me that i just can't stop.
my mind never sleeps, new chapters unfold by my every thought, i can't help it. i hear of his flawlessness everyday. we are both unobtainable, but maybe that realization makes the idea of us that more desirable. i should do myself a favor and stop allowing you to fall into my thoughts, but you do, you are so foreign to me that i just can't stop.