i stand here as the world crashes down around me
at the moment i feel like things cant get worse. my heart cant hurt anymore. it is in my time of pain that i realize how much i need my friends. i need david michael. i need a safe place to go where no one can hurt me. somewhere where things are so screwed up and everything is alright. i just want to get away. away from it all.
for the time being i have to just put on a happy face act like everythings alright.