Sep 29, 2005 10:09
nothing exciting has happened. its thursday though which means its almost over. practice after school for drama then with sara jo and ben. ugh. then home to do three more of mrs spiveys essays. plus i feel like crap. anyways, this weeekend is free of obligations. i sort of want to go shopping but i doubt that i will. i have to go to walmart atleast to get some things for choir. i love walmart. all i want to do is spend time with dm. and sleep in. i am so frustrated with the FAUGH because i feel like i am not doing well enough. i am bored with the show, and doing it everyday gets old. there's no variance. its monotonous this doesnt make me want to put forth any effort. i mean i know that i have to but i dont want to. maybe its because since school started i havent gotten my 12-hour-a-night needed sleep. its impossible to go to bed at 7:00. not that i have had the time to try. i really feel sick. i just want to go home and sleep. i feel like i could puke at any moment.