This is your life are you who you want to be?
When you read this question what do you think? Do you feel regret or satisfaction? Honestly? When you think back on years past would you change anything? Why are you who you are? Do you know who you are and who you want to be?
when i stop to think about it i really don't think I would change a thing. i am who i am because of the decisions i have made. i dont regret anything. i think that i have grown as a person through things i have faced. i have become more than a daughter to my mother, but a friend. i have grown to accept the things that made us argue and that set us apart and i think that the people who still hold on to it should get over it too. it's none of their business anyways. when people talk about her it really makes me angry. they see her as a person they assume things about rather than the person she is. it's so hard for some people that i know to grasp the concept of me liking her for her and not judging her for decisions she makes. its sad that when they look at her i see disgust in their eyes. i love her. she is my mother. and that will never change. i think that the one teen who looks at her for who she is, is DM and thats because he sees her for who she is and nothing more. and i appreciate that. he is another wonderful person in my life. i have grown through him so much in the last 6 months. i am so happy that we finally made it work. he is my world. i can honestly say that he has changed me like no one has. he believes in me and tells me i am beautiful. he loves me for me and knows i can't be anything more. i feel at peace with him and i pray that everyone can feel that level of joy. he is the first thing i think about when i wake up and the last thing i think about at night. you may think that i am obsessed but i truly with all of my heart love him and if i could give him the world i would. i watch these girls who try to find a guy to treat them well and they fail over and over and i know in my heart i am lucky to have found such a perfect boyfriend. it is as if we are meant to be like soulmates. i am also becoming closer to people i never expected and i am finding i am the calmest and i feel like i can be me when i am talking and laughing with them. i think that when you open up your mind a lot of unexpected things will happen. some of which may surprise you. make yourself happy. love everyone. don't judge. smile when you don't feel like it. laugh when you want to cry. seek comfort in those closest to you. be hopeful. don't care what people say. be who you are. know who you want to be. live life with no regrets.