Saigo no kissu wa...
Life.
Well, it's pretty damn good actually. I decided that it was time to start over, so I have moved my inner most thoughts here. I guess I should start with a little review. I am not going to bore everyone with the details, but rather just say that the first half of this year was a rather depressing one. Granted, I was able to keep up high spirits, I lost myself into a sea of unending depression more times than I would like to admit. I thought that there was a light that I couldn't see anymore, that maybe as hard as I had fought, or as happy as I had told myself I was, I was beginning to realize that I hadn't been so happy for the past however many months. I let myself become a person I wasn't proud of being, and I let myself live in a darkness that I thought was so bright. This had to change.
It is hard to explain what sort of transformation, if that's what it could be called, has happened to me. I wake up every morning just happy to be alive, a feeling I am sad to say i've never had until now. I look forward to going out each day, knowing that a new adventure is out there, knowing that something new will happen to me every day, regardless of how small and insignificant it is, there is always something out there. I have two amazing jobs that I actually look forward going to almost every day, and I have some of the best friends that anyone could ever ask for (you all know who you are <3), and it would seem that everything is finally falling in to place with my life. I think I have figured out what to do with my life as far as my studies and possible career. I am planning on starting up with Culinary Arts, mainly doing chef training. It's something i'm actually really stoked about. I am also really excited about someone else that has come back in to my life, and is hopefully going to be around for awhile. Everything is just amazing right now, and I really couldn't ask for a better life. Thank you to everyone that has stuck with my through thick and thin. And those of you that haven't, well, I wish you the best in life.
Thanks again everyone. You all are the reason I am so happy.
Vhalin laid back, folding his hands behind his head so that he may rest it. Charity then laid her head on Vhalin's chest, looked at him with such innocent eyes, and smiled. Thought neither of them would admit it, there was a love between them stronger than any war could shake.
"What?" Vhalin asked with a smile. Charity just looked at him and continued to smile, then replied with "Nothing..."
Well, it's pretty damn good actually. I decided that it was time to start over, so I have moved my inner most thoughts here. I guess I should start with a little review. I am not going to bore everyone with the details, but rather just say that the first half of this year was a rather depressing one. Granted, I was able to keep up high spirits, I lost myself into a sea of unending depression more times than I would like to admit. I thought that there was a light that I couldn't see anymore, that maybe as hard as I had fought, or as happy as I had told myself I was, I was beginning to realize that I hadn't been so happy for the past however many months. I let myself become a person I wasn't proud of being, and I let myself live in a darkness that I thought was so bright. This had to change.
It is hard to explain what sort of transformation, if that's what it could be called, has happened to me. I wake up every morning just happy to be alive, a feeling I am sad to say i've never had until now. I look forward to going out each day, knowing that a new adventure is out there, knowing that something new will happen to me every day, regardless of how small and insignificant it is, there is always something out there. I have two amazing jobs that I actually look forward going to almost every day, and I have some of the best friends that anyone could ever ask for (you all know who you are <3), and it would seem that everything is finally falling in to place with my life. I think I have figured out what to do with my life as far as my studies and possible career. I am planning on starting up with Culinary Arts, mainly doing chef training. It's something i'm actually really stoked about. I am also really excited about someone else that has come back in to my life, and is hopefully going to be around for awhile. Everything is just amazing right now, and I really couldn't ask for a better life. Thank you to everyone that has stuck with my through thick and thin. And those of you that haven't, well, I wish you the best in life.
Thanks again everyone. You all are the reason I am so happy.
Vhalin laid back, folding his hands behind his head so that he may rest it. Charity then laid her head on Vhalin's chest, looked at him with such innocent eyes, and smiled. Thought neither of them would admit it, there was a love between them stronger than any war could shake.
"What?" Vhalin asked with a smile. Charity just looked at him and continued to smile, then replied with "Nothing..."