Wishing on a dream that seems far off...

Aug 14, 2005 11:27

Two jobs, soon to be school, friends, family, even thinking about starting a relationship...so many things, not even close to enough time. I'm starting to feel more and more like i'm losing touch with reality as a whole. Don't get me wrong, I love my life. I have nothing to really complain about, but I find myself getting lost in life and forgetting where i'm going, or even where I came from. Just makes you want to start screaming, ya know?

Life for my dad hasn't been that stable either. He works easily more than triple the hours I do, which honestly would kill any other man, and he's just had so much mental and emotional stress, I just don't know what to do for him anymore, if there even is anything I can do.

Hrm...I don't know really. I am by no means depressed, but i'm really all that happy either. I'm just trying to hold on to a time when nothing mattered, and I didn't have to worry about the problems in life. Too much to ask I suppose. I just need to figure out where my life is going, then maybe...maybe things will change.

Vhalin fell to his knees in shock, clenching his fists and beginning to cry. Everyone he had ever known; had ever loved, were all dead. Clenching his fists tight enough to draw blood from his own palms, he let out a scream of pain then fall back in to the rubble, weeping uncontrollably.
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