FORGIVNESS
This is going to shock everyone.....I went over to my mom-mom's. Yes it's been almost two years since I last talked to her...for good reasons. I just said fuck it and went over there. Yesturday was fun as hell. Just simple things that let me know I am human. Went to pick up my cousin Danielle and we went to get our hair done, and nails. Then went back to my house and went through all my like 3rd grade school stuff. My mom kept everything. We waited for Nyk to get home and then headed over Patty's to sit "poolside" ha ha. Everyone ended up coming over Max, Kathy, Little max and his streetbike, Gretch, the 2 doggies. I got to see everyone. Stephanie was at the fair or something. It was cool seeing alot of my family there, Max was ranking on Danielle. Calling her black because she is so tan ha ha. He's insane. I missed that. Burgers on porches and the cousins fighting, just like old times. Can't change the Cael side. Nyk got his first REAL taste of it...but I think he wanted that bike more. I think we all did.
They are taking pictures of the house today do put up for sale. Then it's me and my dad for the rest of the day..for the first time in 6 months not counting tennessee. Should be interesting.