RELIZING CHANGES
I just realized how much things can change in 2 years. 2 years ago I was getting Christmas presents for everyone...draining my savings account. Last year dreading Christmas, because It was the first one without my mommy. This year I don't even care. I sadi pretty much fuck it to everything. Nothing is the same anymore. Fuck Christmas...fuck presants. As you all know I am spending Christmas alone, not like my dad's side could honestly give a fuck. I don't want anything to do with them. I got them gifts and they can shove it up their asses this Christmas. My life was so much happier 2 years ago.