Sep 30, 2004 17:31
The past few days for me have been pretty bad. I cant stop being depressed. I no what i have to do, its just that i cant seem to pull myself to do them. Im too afraid of wat may happen. I seriously no wat i have to do, i need to pull myself together and do it. I need to talk to someone, so badly. Nothing rite now seems to help me feel better. I talk to someone who gives me advice, and that helps in a way cuz knowing wat i have to do, helps a bit. But knowing wat to do, doesnt mean that you've done it yet. And i havent taken action yet. I need to. I really need things to be ok. I just hope that it'll be ok in the end.
I've beem praying a lot, and if things are ment to happen, then they will, sometime. It would really help if you guys could help me out and pray for me too.