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missing her is so terrible and i dont mean to complain but seriously if you're going to sit down and read this and say "jeez stop feeling so sorry for yourself" then why are you reading this. its hard and i know i brought it upon myself. i mean i totally coulda sent her packing and just said no but i knew this was for real and if i got involved some things would have to change. and yes i have changed some. and i do believe this is real. ive never known something this true. and something this beautiful. shes become such an important factor in my life. and im glad i didnt turn away from this. im a mess. but without her i wouldnt know where to begin. i truly love this girl and would do anything possible for her. i can repeat myself over and over and over. and i know i will. i love my girlfriend and yeah, i'll probably get married. and not have sex with 32490 different girls. but i can deal with that. its not even that i have to deal with it. this is what i love and this is what im sticking to. and what if we broke up tomorrow would this post be pointless then? nah, because i know that once in my life this was true and if its taken away its taken away. im just cherishing the momments i have with her. because i know it wont be forever. we all die. but i wont regret a momment.
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you are so fucking beautiful no matter what you believe. to me you are amazing inside and out and i never want you to have to feel like you have to improve. no matter what anyone tells you. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND I LOVE YOU.
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you are so fucking beautiful no matter what you believe. to me you are amazing inside and out and i never want you to have to feel like you have to improve. no matter what anyone tells you. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND I LOVE YOU.