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i pretty much take her and everything that comes with it for granted. last night i had a totally crazy epiphany and im not gonna be like that anymore. i shouldnt just fight thinking itll always be there because it might not be the next day. you never know what could happen. people get tired of bullshit and i love her so much and she shouldnt ever have to deal with my bullshit. i was so scared. but im grateful now that shes still around. i would do anything for her and anyone with eyes knows that. shes beautiful and shes just gotta know it. i guess this all came from school too. some guy with no arms and no legs was talking to us at an assembly about suicide and how he wanted to committ it at age 12. we have so much to live for. but it doesnt matter about me. she should feel beautiful because shes the prettiest thing ive ever seen. and just the scare we went thru and all these signs. they were a little too much for me. but now everythings ok and im gonna treat her and this situation with a little more respect and appreciation. i love you with all my heart and always will.