Aug 24, 2005 07:03
i have no idea whats wrong with me.
these past 2 days i haven t really slept.
i went to sleep at like 2 this morning.
and woke up at 5.
my heart hurts.
and i have the taste of blood in my mouth.
and you know i ll just get more unhealthy the closer school comes.
anyway, monday night was awesome.
we drank our livers dry.
we went to kripy creams at 3 in the morning.
and tried to get cigs from a 711.
it all went downhill when i said, "i swear to god, no i swear to buddah."
so, i have a show on the 31st at knitting factory w/.
self against city
an angle
the umbrellas
ect.
it s going to be the first show i just sing.
and helvig is on guitar.
it s going to be fun.
sometimes i can somehow deal with the fact she lives 4872 miles away.
but sometimes it catches up w/ me.
and i get so lonely.
but she s a good human being.
and i love her.
and i always will.
and i wont ever wanna stop.
i hope we sicken you
<3 mah baby