Feb 09, 2005 20:08
i took out one of my entries because i have dyed my hair and because people dont listen to me i am emo. if i had left my entry in id would be makin fun of myself.
To clear things up i dont look at being emo as a look. i dont judge people on how they look. i judge them on there character and there personality. like everyone should.
Marcus, the reason i am so disapointd with you is cause you try to use your suicide threats and your "depression" as a way of keeping friends and getting attention. and youve tried it to many times with me. you were a great friend but if you didnt have the confidence in me to where you have to do stupid shit to make me like you then idk. and maybe you have changed marcus i dont know. im not sayin i dont wanna know, im just sayin its not on top of my priorities list. i never cared how you looked, cmon we gauged our ears peirced ourselves with each other.
Shannon, I dont know why but i know youve changed. I think youve become stronger and more independant. I dont know why you have all this anger towards me and im sorry that you feel as if i wasnt your friend, i gave it my all as i try to do with all my friends. maybe you overseen it....idk. but ima miss he shit we did...
Stew, your the best friend ever... your always there and you know ill always be there for you man. Good Times...
All my friends, Im giving my all to being a good friend and i hope that you can see that. ad i hope you'll wanna do the same for me.
Im in a band with kurt and moody.
Cherry Bomb Sunrise