May 23, 2005 19:14
"Anything you want, Anything you need, Anything your heart desires. I`m here for you, you take me higher"
because the bat cave is stupid as hell, i had no service for 90 minutes. i went to second period, opened my purse and took a quick glance at my cell, and ooh I had a message. Yeah, it was from Ben saying "Happy two months" I thought it was cute, wasn`t expecting it at all. And he sent it at 8:07...and I was just getting it at 9:05. =/ What sucked? I didn`t see him at all before he left. School is unimportant to me at the moment. Whitnee and I were in the hall screaming out, "SENIORS!!" for the hell of it because well, hell..we will be on Friday. Then Kadeem comes over and says, "yall ain`t seniors till next year" ahh no shit head, it`s called class upgrade day and it`s this friday, so shut your freshman trap up. NO ONE is in Mads. jeez. I`m gonna be doin a lot of sleeping, I`m telling you that much. then afterschool, i was tryin to get Ben to give me a ride home...he would've but I had to wait till he was done lifting. I found out Rachel Nyanjom, Sasha and Mckenzie were walkin to where Mckenzie and Andrew [ rachel`s boy ] lives, so I walked halfway with them. But first, we had to wait 30 minutes for Mckenzie to NOT break up with her boyfriend. DAMN i knew she was lying. So I get home, Ben calls lookin for me. Told him I left so he comes over. Spent some time with him; and we were both tired as shit so there wasn`t much conversation goin on haha. but no, spending time with him is always nice, whether we do something or not. i`ve been nothing but smiles the past couple of days.
hopefully things will continue to look up and I won`t get my ass yelled at again because of Andrew. I`m startin to really like him though. it doesn`t mind me that much that around certain people he doesn`t come up to me. I know whenever I`m talkin to Whitnee he does, I think Whitnee`s the only one who doesn`t see a problem with him besides the whole telling me I can`t talk to Andrew bit. i know the only person i`m cool with that he associates with is Choe so if he`s talkin to anyone else I tend to not get all up in that. Like that one girl who decided it would be a nice idea to meet me before prom =/ she came off as the most phoniest person out of the entire Atholton Population that I`ve ever met. Which helps to justify my reason why I hate Atholton. You got your phony people, big ego`s, two-faced, etc. all up in that school. I can`t begin to tell you how many people smile in my face coz they need somethin and turn around and say shit about me. HALF THE BLACK GIRLS IN THE FUCKIN SENIOR CLASS OWE ME MONEY! I had no time last week to collect my shit...so now I`m screwed unless I roll up to Graduation which I probably won`t coz I still don`t have my fuckin license!!! My car is collecting dust in the garage damnit!
I told Ben what Kadeem said to me today in class, "Shut up Aileen, You`re dating Chewbacca" I was like, "How the hell is he Chewbacca?" Kadeem says "He look like Chewbacca. I think You looked better when you was dating Vinnie" =/ wtf man. First Vinnie and I look like we`re related. Now I looked better with Vinnie? ...FRESHMEN MAN, MAKE NO DAMN SENSE.
Anyways, I got a serious case of heartburn right now and ahh I don`t feel like typing anymore so I`m just gonna end it here. What a wonderful mix of happiness and anger. I think the heartburn did that. okay..and i`m out.