Here we go again
"There comes a point when any reasonable man will swallow his pride and admit he made a mistake. The truth is... I was never a reasonable man."
The truth is, no matter how hard I try, threw this almost full year I've discovered that not a day goes by where I don't think of you at least once. My love for you has not gone away, despite how wicked you've been to me. And not a day has passed that I haven't missed you. And I think truly in my heart a large part of me has gone with you.
Yes I think I found true love and the moment I found it I lost it.
My mistake, and now even someone who I thought truly hated me feels sorry for me in one way or another with out admitting it.
And those who do care want to see my happy and get so fustrated at the fact that I don't chase after you, purely becuase I know, you wont come back. It doesn't matter now that part of me is gone. The moment you left it was gone, and I changed in a big way.
Although you haven't as much they say. Though I do belive now you are a inconciderate prick at times, which tends to be a pain in any mans arse, but who cares. *sigh* As life goes on and time passes everyone changes and enteres and exits your life, no not a new concept I know, but thus is life.
I've only lived so far and thers so much more to do.
These days I miss you most and I don't know what to do. So lost. And I keep it all swallowed up, becuase for gods sake I still love you with a big part of who I am, and you love me not. Hell you wont even give me a chance, and theres nothing...nothing I did this time, but breathe.
And so I go on breathing...
The truth is, no matter how hard I try, threw this almost full year I've discovered that not a day goes by where I don't think of you at least once. My love for you has not gone away, despite how wicked you've been to me. And not a day has passed that I haven't missed you. And I think truly in my heart a large part of me has gone with you.
Yes I think I found true love and the moment I found it I lost it.
My mistake, and now even someone who I thought truly hated me feels sorry for me in one way or another with out admitting it.
And those who do care want to see my happy and get so fustrated at the fact that I don't chase after you, purely becuase I know, you wont come back. It doesn't matter now that part of me is gone. The moment you left it was gone, and I changed in a big way.
Although you haven't as much they say. Though I do belive now you are a inconciderate prick at times, which tends to be a pain in any mans arse, but who cares. *sigh* As life goes on and time passes everyone changes and enteres and exits your life, no not a new concept I know, but thus is life.
I've only lived so far and thers so much more to do.
These days I miss you most and I don't know what to do. So lost. And I keep it all swallowed up, becuase for gods sake I still love you with a big part of who I am, and you love me not. Hell you wont even give me a chance, and theres nothing...nothing I did this time, but breathe.
And so I go on breathing...