Icons never lie

[xunforgivenx]

    I shouldn't have gone to bed last night, in the state that I was in - it lent itself out for some pretty fucked up dreams.  I also woke up in the morning with shooting pains in my left arm, and labored breathing.  I can only hope that it was something like a mini stroke, or perhaps just a mere taste of what is yet to come.  The dreams were scary, people turned into like, zombies, except, there was no biting, you just kind of thought about these monsters and the closest person to you turned into one - they were hard to kill too.

I am also feeling guilty about thinking that Christmas is going to suck.  I want to get into the spirit, but its rather hard.  I am planning on going shopping this weekend, so maybe that will put me in the mood.

*sigh*  Oh bah humbug.