Take me to the circus!
Quick personal update, I am tired. Really tired. I am physically and mentally drained - and I am not sure why oh, I mean, I can speculate, but I really don't want to do that. At least not without some sort of medical input.
No matter what time I go to sleep (or, fall asleep as the case may be.) I wake up in the morning sluggish and tired - all this week I have fallen asleep on the train ride to work. Now, I don't do that normally - which worries me, but thankfully people in Chicago have this odd sixth sense when it comes to sleeping on the train. No matter how many times our head nods off, we can always hear our stop - get up and get off. Which is good because it would suck to miss my stop.
Speaking of sixth senses, I had a dream the night before which had some disturbing elements to it - and of course, I got a text message out of the blue after it. Tell me Dear LJ, what is it with ex's and just showing up out of the blue when you least expect it, but just at the right moment when you are vulnerable and weak? I don't know, but I don't like it.
Anyway, it doesn't matter - all I do is work any more, of course that was offset last week when Pookie came down and visited. We had a good time (at least that's what I think) and of course interesting stuffs went on including me baking like 200 cookies or maybe like 150, I don't know but there were a lot of cookies.
This weekend Tina is coming up to visit her dying Uncle and me - all at the same time. I just hope I am not a bum the whole time, I wake up and have this immediate urge to go back to bed - forever.
Oh well, I have found that Dunkin Doughnuts coffee wakes me up - so I am pleased by this.
No matter what time I go to sleep (or, fall asleep as the case may be.) I wake up in the morning sluggish and tired - all this week I have fallen asleep on the train ride to work. Now, I don't do that normally - which worries me, but thankfully people in Chicago have this odd sixth sense when it comes to sleeping on the train. No matter how many times our head nods off, we can always hear our stop - get up and get off. Which is good because it would suck to miss my stop.
Speaking of sixth senses, I had a dream the night before which had some disturbing elements to it - and of course, I got a text message out of the blue after it. Tell me Dear LJ, what is it with ex's and just showing up out of the blue when you least expect it, but just at the right moment when you are vulnerable and weak? I don't know, but I don't like it.
Anyway, it doesn't matter - all I do is work any more, of course that was offset last week when Pookie came down and visited. We had a good time (at least that's what I think) and of course interesting stuffs went on including me baking like 200 cookies or maybe like 150, I don't know but there were a lot of cookies.
This weekend Tina is coming up to visit her dying Uncle and me - all at the same time. I just hope I am not a bum the whole time, I wake up and have this immediate urge to go back to bed - forever.
Oh well, I have found that Dunkin Doughnuts coffee wakes me up - so I am pleased by this.