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entries grow fewer and far between...
i need to start carrying a little notebook with me... b/c things pop into my head occasionally... and then leave... and i never remember them
i have 11 weeks to come up with 1100 dollars... if you would like to contribute to the rachel is a broke college kid tryingn to pay for a very expensive violin fund contact me here
if you would like to contribute to the rachel is a broke college kid and needs money for gas for her heater so captain hook and herself do not freeze now that is starting to get cold... contact me on here as well
anyhoo
it has almost been a year since ryan and i started dating
at times when i sit bored on his bed... i miss how it was when we first started dating...
but today i was thinking about menthol.... the throat drops i have have menthol in them.. which made me want a menthol cigarrette which in turn reminded me of the first menthol i had which ryan gave me before we started dating at the jarhead preview... to make an already long story a little shorter... i was overwhelmed with the emotion of such memories... like our first date so on and so forth
and i realized... even after a year... i still feel the same way about him... maybe not the butterflys inthe stomach... but only b/c i so comfortable with him now... but i still feel every bit as infatuated with his being as i have been since we met
its a happy revelation
well enough of that for now...
captain hook (name is subject to change) is my new cat... he is hyper... and mean
but very very sweet and very very loveable...
i think he is afraid of the shower... not so much the water but when i take a shower he insist on standing guard and making sure the horrible water monkeys dont take me....
hes actually rather odd....
i need to start carrying a little notebook with me... b/c things pop into my head occasionally... and then leave... and i never remember them
i have 11 weeks to come up with 1100 dollars... if you would like to contribute to the rachel is a broke college kid tryingn to pay for a very expensive violin fund contact me here
if you would like to contribute to the rachel is a broke college kid and needs money for gas for her heater so captain hook and herself do not freeze now that is starting to get cold... contact me on here as well
anyhoo
it has almost been a year since ryan and i started dating
at times when i sit bored on his bed... i miss how it was when we first started dating...
but today i was thinking about menthol.... the throat drops i have have menthol in them.. which made me want a menthol cigarrette which in turn reminded me of the first menthol i had which ryan gave me before we started dating at the jarhead preview... to make an already long story a little shorter... i was overwhelmed with the emotion of such memories... like our first date so on and so forth
and i realized... even after a year... i still feel the same way about him... maybe not the butterflys inthe stomach... but only b/c i so comfortable with him now... but i still feel every bit as infatuated with his being as i have been since we met
its a happy revelation
well enough of that for now...
captain hook (name is subject to change) is my new cat... he is hyper... and mean
but very very sweet and very very loveable...
i think he is afraid of the shower... not so much the water but when i take a shower he insist on standing guard and making sure the horrible water monkeys dont take me....
hes actually rather odd....