we didn't do it, to be happy

[xundignifiedx]

so we actually had a normal service...well seminormal at church today
which was a relief
we got there very late b/c my dad was meeting some people... so i didnt really get a sound check or get to warm up so... it was a lil off... from my perspective anyway
ontop of which i was physically exhausted, and im still not sure why. so all factors and some unknown contributors were making me ill
which was annoying me b/c i dont like to be ill... which has a domino effect leading to more irritation
honestly i think it started with being late this morning
anyhow i dont like being exhausted when im at church... tired is fine but exhausted is not
i have no attention span and my mind wanders incessantly
so during my tired deliriums i kept thinking about the fact i hadn't seen ryan yet today... and started to send him a text message but i was like no... ill wait until after church then finally towards the end of the service i did...but wait... no service... yay
went to eat went home.... and that was the first part of my day... which in itself felt like an entireday

then i went to ryans and played final fantasy and that was part 2 of my day... which in itself felt like an entire day

so now ive bored you with my day's memories...
i believe i will go watch a movie