... i need you so much closer

[xundignifiedx]

i don't think my day could get any worse...
and really nothing has even happened
i dont know why im so upset today... well i guess i do, maybe... but really thats just me worrying
maybe im just stressed...
maybe crying is the only way my body can function in order to alleviate stress
it just seems like nothing is going right anymore
i have one constant good thing right now, and for a very small bit i was scared of losing that

easter is tomorrow... i really dont feel like going to b'ham tomorrow... i just want to sleep all day

i wish i had seen ryan today...